My Favorite Guy

Josh has now been here for 5 days. It's gone relatively quick but we still have over a week together before he heads home for a few weeks. But before we know it, he'll be back here and we'll be getting married! I can't believe how fast it's coming. :) I can't wait!

There are so many reasons I love Josh. I got a text message from a close friend last night around 1am that said she was lonely and depressed. She explained how lucky I am to have someone that loves me and wants to be with me. She's been having some drama in her love life lately and it's sad to see her this way but it helped me realize how lucky I really am to have Josh. It's such a good feeling knowing that someone loves you enough to spend the rest of their life on earth and eternity with you. There is something so special about loving someone but it is such a different feeling when you share the feelings and you both love each other so much. It's such a good feeling.

Josh has a way of making me feel like a queen. Not only is he such a gentleman but he is continually showing me how much he loves me and he would do a million little things to prove it.

He tells me how excited he is to be sealed in the temple and how anxious he is to make those promises of faithfulness and devotion to me.

He respects my decisions and helps me when I'm unsure.

He seems to adore everything about me and that has given me an amazing amount of confidence in myself. I know that I never have to be embarrassed or uncomfortable around him.

Even if he doesn't say I love you I can always tell he thinks it when I see the way he looks at me.

He helps out around the house so much. He has plans today to paint, fix things and maybe even cut down some trees at my house. :) He loves to use his hands.

I know that we'll never go hungry because his desire to provide for us and his love of working.

I can't keep a smile off my face when I'm around him.

I've seen him grow so much in the last 8 months. We've both grown and changed to fit each other so nicely. We fit pretty well at first but now we fit even better.

I am so excited to get married to Josh. I have never felt so sure about something in my life. I really wish I was home right now with him because it kills me he's so close. Anyways, I love this guy so much!!

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